Embracing the New Unknown.

Returning to my body after an unexpected c section has been nothing short of the ultimate challenge. 

The excruciating process of physical healing along with the rollercoaster of emotions and adjustments that arise postpartum is enough to push anyone to their limits and beyond. 

My whole body was in pain. My spirit was tired. My mind was stressed. My heart felt confused. 

I was so exhausted that at times I couldn’t remember my sense of direction. 

So I paused time and disconnected myself from my worries. Through my dreams, while resting and releasing I began to recover the energy that I so purely yearned for. 

I began to remember myself. 

I remembered that I am a sacred instrument of life. 

I am deeply connected to the nature of this universe and to Mother Earth herself. 

I am a capable shapeshifter that adapts to the most demanding changes. 

I am fulfilling the dreams of my abuela. 

I am centered in love. 

It soon became apparent that all I thought I needed to reclaim was right there waiting for me in my heart. 

I also realized there was also many things I needed to separate from in order to continue to blossom. 

So I just let my mind run free and this is what it told me: 

I separate my self from fear. 

I separate my self from doubt. 

I separate my self from unrealistic expectations. 

I separate my self from Imposter Syndrome. 

I separate my self from anything that doesn’t allow me to feel free, loved and autonomous. 

I now embrace the new unknown path that is showing itself before me. Confident that I will heal